I spoke to God today
But I didn't have to say a word
I told him that I was lost
Didn't know where else to turn
I told him about the laundry, not done
The dishes, overflowing
The kids, crying, always crying
I even told him that some things
Were unfair
Can you say that to God?
After that was said
The complaints kept coming
'I haven't showered in days'
'I've forgotten what food tastes like'
'When's it my turn for happiness?'
And then I listened
I heard mostly silence
And then understanding seeped in
I felt overwhelming love and devotion
From One who knows all
After a while, I stood
Many thoughts running through my mind
The only thing absent was me
I thought of my daughter
I hope she can forgive me for yelling
My son, I'm sorry for walking away
My Father in Heaven
I thank Thee for strength
To steady my hand
Strength to love and to give
I promised God I would try
To make my children laugh..more
To dance with them..more
To love them..more
I promised I would be..more
What can I say..more?
3 comments:
Wow. I got chills so bad reading that one. It is such a neat way of explaining your frustrations. You are so talented and it's so nice to read that when you're at your witt's end you turn to God. It's nice to hear that there is hope for us Moms. Good job on this poem Robyn!
I noticed that I was nodding my head in an expression of understanding. Your poem made me cry because you write from your heart the feelings that others have also. I love you so much!
Mom
Oh, thanks for the emotional moment. I felt the spirit as I read it because I as a mom have felt the same things. It is wonderful we can turn to Heavenly Father for strength. Thanks for sharing all of your feelings with everyone through your poems. So beautiful!
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